My Shrink

My shrink (yes I was conned back into the psych game due to V2k and intense “demonic” attacks), was acting funny yesterday.

I only see her once every few months but this time she came and got me on time (never happens) and was all business, not even a smile or “hi”.  Her mood seemed so heavy at first I thought something was going down and I was gonna get hauled off somewhere.

Her questioning was pointed, acting like I was losing even basic life skills.  Then she tried to pitch me the antipsychotic drugs again…again!!!!!  I know probably half the “clients” she sees are probably ti’s or have been victimized by the system some way.  Very few people there at the center look or act crazy and that ones that are are probably the ones that are on the most DRUGS.

The first time I saw a shrink was in my teens and I was pitched antipsychotics at FIFTEEN even though I had no voices or hallucinations.  I became suicidally  depressed on the poison and that is how I ended up in the state hospital at SIXTEEN, and I think they wanted me for a long time or even forever.  That is when I ran and by a miracle was not made to go back even though my “head therapist” tried to con me into going back “inside”.  We even had a “final meeting” INSIDE THE UNIT.  I did not breathe until one of the “counselors” opened the gate to let my parents and I out.

Back to now…

I even recently made the comment that if I allowed them to drug me to the gills, make me gain 100 pounds, lose 30 IQ points, get diabetes, etc…they would probably find me a new place to live.  I am basically uncooperative with the drugs so they won’t do shit for me.  I did not tell the shrink that comment but made it to someone else.

I know these finks have the inside track to low income housing but refuse to help.  Also, there are several clients each time I go that are clearly homeless but still go get their pills.  They will literally give you them for free even if you sleep under a bridge.

I did a post on my old blog about forced drugging and maybe I should resurrect it.  The person I knew who was drugged got all kinds of goodies from the system except her freedom.  Her attitude was one of anger and disgust the last time I saw her. She was also a perp.

She tried to hurt me badly but she was/still is? a textbook case of how far the system would go to control someone.  Someone gets rich off our misery and the demoniacs get high off the negative emotions.  I really expected to see a cop inside her office when I went back.

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All For Nothing

Earlier, I posted my “friend” of many years had started accusing me of things and even went to the police.  I had assumed Her Highness was doing this because she was to receive some money and had a new friend and wanted to live it up and have fun.  Turns out, she did all this for nothing.  People around me INSIST she “made up” the accusations to get away from me and that there was no one who slandered me to her.  I’m not sure it that’s true or not.  I think there was a conspiracy of slander to get her away from me so I would be alone and very vulnerable to the perps.  I think she realized it was fake before long.  This slander started two years ago after she stayed in yet another looney bin and then later I had my manager stand in my door two hours trying to get my “friend” to go home:  even trying to make a “deal” with her!  After I got rid of the manager and the bitch went upstairs, my “friend” started to accuse me of terrible slanders a month or two later.  I had no idea where they came from except she went inside my perp “neighbor’s” apartment and probably got told the slander there.

After praying and praising God for months He “let” her come back into my life for a few months before she started up again with the same old slander.  All this time treating me like shit and ordering me around like a slave.

Her mother died then, and she went into a downward spiral until she landed a nearly two month stay in another looney bin (a very long time nowadays).  I found out she had inherited a bundle and assumed she wanted me out of her life because maybe she wanted more “classy” friends, or, that she was having such a good time with her “new” friend of the previous Fall along with the money that she did not need me to be around as her personal gopher anymore.

Someone I know says none of this is true.  He says that she knows that the slander is a lie and that she made it up herself, and that the only reason was that she was worried she’d get kicked out of her tiny Section 8 apartment because she has temper tantrums while I’m there because I don’t just snap to when she orders me around.  He also said she has not seen one penny of the money and that her new “friend” is long gone.  Also, someone else is trying to get his hands on her money. So, she has just been sitting alone in her apt all this time with NOTHING to show for it.  Does she really think the management would kick her out?  They threatened to earlier this year and changed their mind. She gets to screaming and having cops, etc called on her when I’m not there.  I was not there when she got sent to the last looney bin for threatening someone (AGAIN) over the phone when I was NOT THERE.

So here she is, alone, sick, and on forced antipsychotic drugs (now she needs them.  I warned her she’d need them) and has nothing besides the TV to keep her company.  She got nothing out of all her cruelty to me but a bed.  You’d think with a million she could buy a small house or a condo and live off the interest and be free of the government system.  She’d rather take your taxes, folks.  She just lusts after those food stamps and government provided “maids”.  Not to mention sponging off a local church for food every week.  Welfare queen.

I’d get a cabin way out of town and be outta here.  The only problem I’d foresee is getting health insurance that would not penalize for “prior disorders”.  Private health insurance companies love to scam their clients.

I’m guessing she made a “deal” to stay away from me to her corrupt hateful manager.  She ran off the only real friend she had for a cot.  She is happy as a slave

PS  Years ago I was “catfished” by a person, not the person above.  I did not know that “catfishing” meant to deceive.  I think every “friend” I have ever had was “catfishing” for the enemy.  I wondered why this person would call herself a “catfish”…sounded so ugly–a catfish is a fish with whiskers and does not even have scales.  She sought me out, chewed me up, spat me out, then turned everyone else against me….pretended to be a ti only to sink her fangs in me.  I just came across this term and thought it had a familiar ring.  Usually catfishing involves romance and setting up a fake romantic encounter on facebook or another Internet site.  I guess it could be used to snare a “friend” as well.  I knew a woman who was “catfished” online by a man who promised to deliver her out of her poverty lifestyle.  He even sent her money.  He sent her a picture of “himself back in his modeling days” that she showed me and my friend.  I saw the picture months later in an AD in a Dr’s waiting room.  A recent ad.  I told her about it and she did not believe me.  The man who was supposed to swoop her off her feet never showed up.