I have been waiting a long time to post what is really happening to me. But no one listens. Everyone is complicit.
I am a virtual prisoner in my apartment. On Saturday I just stood outside waiting for my friend to come to bring in her laundry and to park her car because there is construction surrounding this place. My “neighbor” started with one of her tirades about me being outside even though she wasn’t outside or even had the door open. I had been standing with my back to her apartment silently waiting. She has had many tirades before and even called the cops on me for a “welfare check” when I was silently sitting on the porch. She has gotten me in trouble with my complicit landlady (more about HER later) and virtually turned every black person in this city against me.
I said or said at “her” that I had a right to stand outside and wait and she said in her demonic gravelly voice that “you have no rights”. She kept complaining loudly to her “boyfriend” who is young enough to be her son about me. The old hag was in BED. It was only 7pm. She is nearly 80 years old and has two younger “boyfriends” living with her despite the fact she WORKS AT A CHURCH. The other one has a good job and is younger than ME and does not have to live off her like the other loser. I have been putting up with this bitch since 2009. My landlady will do nothing to help me but blames me or calls me crazy every time this old bitch goes on one of her tirades.
My friend showed up and I parked the car but a creepy perpish man hung around even after we got out of his way. He said “have a nice day” and roared off after I parked the car. Later, we decided to go to the store. We walked back out to the parking place and another car was out there. Full of creepy criminal looking men. As we pulled out, one of them who had all gold teeth screamed, “I’m gonna murder you!” Strange though, he did not follow us or shoot at us.
We went to the store and I got my usual perping with one strange perp guy saying “I looove your orange jacket” in a weird way, like, “I love your prison clothes.” After the shopping was done I waited in her car for her to use the restroom and one of the security guards took my picture twice with his phone as I sat there. I confronted him and got the usual perp smirkiness and a denial.
When we came back to my “apartment” (read prison cell) the car with all the punks was not there and I decided we should park somewhere else where the parking would not be so tight. As I was getting ready to unload the car and bring her stuff in because she thought toilet paper and paper towels (big economy sizes) would be stolen, ANOTHER car, the third, pulled up, full of people, blaring rap music. We whipped out our phones ready to call 911 and they drove off. I thought this latest incident from my “neighbor” who is actually very friendly with the cops, was over.
The next day, I let my cat out because the construction people finally took a day off. My cat was exploring around our CLOSED OFF street when a red car came up and nearly HIT her!!! Then the woman wearing a crayon blue hoodie just drove up and stared at me satanically and drove off. I could not fathom what set my “neighbor” off so much this time.
Then it came to me. My “landlady”, a complicit satanic narcissistic perp, was gone and I had WATCHED A VIDEO of a woman putting on purple hair and makeup for a special party. My landlady is always home and always surveilling me like a prison guard and constantly V2king me telling me what to do. On Saturday, she finally left. She tells me what videos to watch, what to wear, etc…the punishment always being the SAME. I won’t be able to leave my apartment. I have been living as a prisoner like this under her and other perp threats for years. I used to get out every day for a walk despite the targetting until they left dead animals in my path and I almost got arrested for just taking a walk.
Now, this man has to come pick me up to even to an appointment two miles away because I have been threatened on the bus. These people threatened and mocked me across town on the way to Sam’s Club and said that “harassment wasn’t enough and that it was time to get physical” along with other taunts and accusations that I was racist. I suddenly became “racist” after Obama took power.
Back to my “neighbor”. I think she was torqued off because I had taken the BUS BY MYSELF on Friday to my therapist AND got groceries ALONE. They want me to be weak and dependent. This man lives 30 miles away (and has been followed out of here) and uses a lot of time and gas to get me to appointments and that day he refused to come since he had been out to my place twice that week already. I had taken A FEW bus/train trips alone this past year without any perp repercussions but this time was different. That, and watching the video with purple set the old hag off. It seems that wearing any purple at all makes them go crazy now, like they own the color purple. They also try to not get me to wear blue, green, yellow, any colors but orange, brown, white or gray in fact, colors prisoners wear.
They don’t let me wear purple or blue since 2005, but they would let me “get away” with wearing purple or blue nail polish but not now. It’s gotten even worse since Trump. I once heard the old hag in her house saying if I wore purple another neighbor would put a curse on me. I thought God would protect me from that shit and I put on purple nail polish OUTSIDE in front of her loser boyfriend and then had the worst two days of my life. I felt like I was losing my mind. My control only came back to me after I took the polish off. I bought some blue polish and wore it and people (especially blacks) walked around in blue and yellow for weeks.
I’m a prisoner here in this apartment. Even taking out the trash is a big production, always running into several perps along the way. Even the homeless people around here perp. I figured they would be sympathetic since they have lost everything, but, they get paid too. If I sit outside all the neighbors come out. The man who comes and picks me up has had many near misses in his car since he started driving me everywhere. Once, they almost killed him when he was on the highway out of town with his wife. Another time he had a “near miss” when he was picking up his son to go to lunch. He’s had countless other near misses and a minor accident that I swear was a perp warning. The cops never came and the man was driving a 20 year old black stupid Honda and my friend had to PAY HIM to repair his stupid old car.
I can’t even sit outside. Every day, people walk by or even sit across from my apartment in the alley or even the sidewalk for hours. They threaten me or just sit and laugh with their friends or look in my window. I’m a prisoner. Oh, I also took a THREE BLOCK WALK on Saturday. Maybe that set the bitch off, too. I took the walk to see if anyone would stop me. I’ve had cars full of men drive up to me when I’m on foot (not very often) and tell me to “go home”.
God seems to be absent. Being a prisoner is the last straw. If He can’t protect me from this even, He’s not doing anything. They could starve me in here. Prevent me from getting medicine. I’ve been praying lately, but for the past 1.5 years or more it’s like praying to the wall. My perp landlady and her friend even kicked the wall above me and laughed “she’s praying to JESUS!!!” one day. I confronted her and asked her if there was a problem and of course she said everything was fine and implied I was crazy AGAIN. This landlady used to act like she was my friend for years before she turned into the landlady from hell.
People used to kind of see her as my protector and didn’t mess with me too much here until she became Miss Perp. But there’s even more…