Heartless Bitch

The man who takes me to appointments, etc…is not talking to me AGAIN.

Used to be, I went to my own appointments and used the city bus system to travel all over town.  Then I was threatened several times on various errands.  Two I can remember are a large 20 or so group of high schoolers threatening me as I left the store with bags to go to the bus.  I did not turn around or look at them.  Later, I was on the way to another store, and a bunch of adults started in on me the whole trip across town.  The conversation had racial overtones and ended around the time I got off the bus with “just harassing her isn’t enough, we need to get physical.”

This man had been helping out my “friend” for years and then he started to pick me up for my appointments as well.  At first he was so kind, not just taking me to appointments but paying for things as well.   He even paid for things I could never afford on my own.  I came to know that there was a “catch”.  He wanted sex.  I never gave him any.  Now, I’m less attractive than when he used to come pick me up and he started taking things out on me after Trump won in 2016, like it was my fault.

We have been on and off ever since. It culminated last Fall when I had a fallout with my “friend” and I suspected he had something to do with it,  After a month or so, I wasn’t talking to him, either.  Then my therapist betrayed me.  I think she got a promotion for it since she can’t be found at her old office.  I think this man, C., has been taking orders from the perps for years now.  I still remember the wild signalling he did when we went thru a podunk town because he was so scared to be seen with me.  You know, the nose scraping and forehead swiping…the Stasi stuff.

I have not been talking to my “friend” recently since she has been a little weird since she had a month’s hospital stay.  I went to her house in January and she kept getting me up all night asking if I would bathe her cats even though I told her I was getting sick and maybe not up to it.  She woke me at 1am and told me if I did not bathe her cats I could go home in winter getting sick.  She repeated her performance in the early morning.  Later, her housekeeper at the time was trying to wash her cats and had no idea what he was doing at about 9am so I did wash the cats even though they did not need it.  Then she gave away her cats, the main reason I liked to visit her since she is not much of a friend anymore.  You can’t have a conversation with her and she’s a compulsive TV addict staying up all night to watch TV and sleeping around all day when things need to get done.

After the hospital, she came with laundry to my house two times  but without her soap (had to use mine) and did it herself which meant running the clothes through 3 times at least each load.  The last time she came I told her to bring dinner and then she could wash.  She “forgot” her soap again and brought this bizarre spinach pizza to which I added some pepperoni and some sausage.  I cooked the pizza and she scraped off the meat.  Does she think I would poison her?  If so, the juices from the meat already cooked into the pizza.  Then, she did not talk to me as she did her laundry.  After that I did not want much to do with her and she stopped calling me except to “invite” me to free things like church dinners and “free” meetings with free food.  I’m poor but I hate that shit, plus, I somehow “run into” some of those people I tried to be friends with ten years ago.

Somehow, I fell back in with C. after busing it with my landlady a couple of months.  He started to pick me up and to take me to appointments/stores again.  He seemed OK.  He was buying lunch again for me and even slipped me a bit of cash here and there.  We disagree on many things but had no fights.  He even took me on an out of town excursion one day for a few hours.  He never goes too far, always within an hour of “home”.  I thought things were smooth with him again even though it was not optimal.  I preferred to hang out with my friend but something broke last Fall and it has never been fixed and this ain’t her first Rodeo with me.  Last time she “came back” to be friends with me was supposed to be the LAST CHANCE and even then I had sworn to have nothing to do with her since she had avoided me for a year.  She drove to my house against my permission and we sort of took it from there.  But that’s another story.

Lately, my friend has been calling me to take her out for her birthday but I don’t want to.  I spent Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s, Passover, Easter and every weekend alone except for one since last October and she can’t expect me to pony up the big bucks for dinner.  I told her I did not owe her that.  Plus, when she takes me out she does not use her own money but C’s!!!!  She is not broke.  She has the money and a newish SUV!!!  I wish he would stop getting between us.  Last Fall I begged C. to stay away from us and he refused.  I think he’s getting his kicks playing us off against one another.  It’s his entertainment to destroy us since he is retired and pretty much alone and distant from his wife who holds the purse strings or else he would be gone.  She and her family have the big bucks and he likes the lifestyle.

He called me last Monday and started acting really suspicious.  He asked me what I was doing and I told him nothing but hanging out, helping my landlady clean an empty apt, and Bible Study.  He said “what ELSE are you doing?” Which sounded odd.  He continued to act like I was hiding something from him and then we said goodbye.  I called him on Thursday about something and he started picking a FIGHT with me about of all things Alex Jones!!!!!  He started to carry on about Newtown which happened almost 5 years ago and how Jones was saying it was a false flag.  This is nothing new to the conspiracy community.  He said, “do YOU think it’s a false flag?” and I said maybe.  Then he sort of steered the conversation around (bait and switch) and started saying “don’t you CARE ABOUT THE KIDS?”  Sorry Charlie, I did not know the KIDS so I don’t care at this point.  I was shocked and saddened when I heard about it but thought the shooter was a ti.  He started singing the “DON’T YOU CARE ABOUT THE KIDS?” shit and then I hung up on him.  I thought this shooter had taken out high school kids and frankly thought they were former harassers of his. Turns it was elementary kids.

Then, asshole calls me about an appointment this week and acts like nothing happened (eg. he can treat me any old way and act like nothing happened) and I brought up the argument again and he started with the song about the KIDS which is sounding funnier and more suspicious by the second, like, do I care about kids in general, do I ABUSE kids???  Like he was perping me and baiting me on this.  He ended the call with a loud FUCK YOU and proceeded to instantly call my “friend” to tell he he had “dropped” me.  He is a bitch and drama queen and I wish he would sod off, the perp ass.  He tore me and my friend apart last Fall somehow and I tried even blocking my phone against him but the phone co said it could not block that call.  I begged him to leave me and my friend alone and he said ‘he could not do that”.  Why?  Are your perp buddies paying you?  Did they tell you to pick a fight with me to “drop” me and make my life hell again?  Money, money, money.  Charlie is a HO

No I won’t take Her Highness to dinner when she milks Charlie for the cash to take me.  I use the little I get in my checks for her to order the most expensive thing on the menu then she turns and rends me by taking HIS money to take me out on my birthday.  I have done so much for her.  Pearls before swine.

I feel they are both playing me for a sucker.  I’m such a heartless BITCH…I DON’T CARE ABOUT THE KIDS…buwahahahahah.

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2 thoughts on “Heartless Bitch

  1. Hi, Good to see you posting even if things are not good. Things suck here too. I continue to be poisoned, health and life threatened. Are attempts to push me out into ruin and homelessness, awful things that can be done. This is serious stuff. I need help. Yes, the perps reign en masse. Have mercy on us.

    Wonder what happened to neverending1?

    If you need a roomate let me know. I am 100% TI. Will not turn on other TIs. Have had so many turn on me too.

    Hang in there.

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    • Hi. I am also threatened with eviction a lot and have perps taunt “get outta here”. Neverending1 is gone I guess. Never saw her on You Tube or Facebook or Twitter again. I really don’t do any of that stuff but have signed in. I do have a Twitter account but don’t see the point. What part of the country do you live in? If you read the whole post you will see what a manipulator C. is. He used to show up with donuts and a smile and now THIS. I don’t have an apt that could accomodate a roommate unless it was an emergency. My “friend” has a 2 bd but we would both be dead from killing each other in 1 week. I had to move my bed to the living room to avoid what seemed to be demonic nightmares emanating from neighbors on that side of the bldg. Now nightmares are back but not so demonic. Predictable perp dreams.

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