Hope Has Faded

Hope has faded since the wrinkles have appeared and my

Faith in the future has been lost by hearing that

“gangstalking is for life”

Which means I have no life.  No life at all.


Every day is an ordeal to get through.

Mornings are the worst knowing

I will have to live all over again today in my nightmare world.


Hope has faded in God Who I had hoped would save me out of

All this.  I still wonder if I’m saved at all after hearing about


My Jewish childhood did not warn me of this being chosen for Heaven.

We lived life in the here and now and didn’t think of the afterlife.

That came after Christianity.


Afraid to live, afraid to die.

This was not the future my parents drummed into me.

Trump pt. 2

Well, the impossible happened: Trump won, discontinuing the Bush/Clinton family dynastic presidencies.  You all deserve him.  He may be better than he seems.  Maybe he will not be the bully he seems.  I do remember in 2008 that Obama was supposed to “save” ti’s.  My V2k told me “not to go downtown” to see the dem convention.

My life is hell now.  I’ve gotten so much racial baiting I want to die.  My perping was bad before but the race baiting started when Obama took office and an evil woman moved next door to me.

Well, if Trump is the failure all you libtards say he will be and he gets us in trouble you DESERVE IT.  PEOPLE GET THE GOVERNMENT THEY DESERVE.

This is for all the family, teachers, therapists, doctors, “friends”, employers, government workers, bus drivers, police officers, etc…who IGNORED THE CRIES of ti’s for now over 50 years and brushed us off as crazy, evil, perverted, racist etc…unless a false flag attack happens or there is complete mayhem Trump will take office in 2 months.  You deserve him.

Ti’s have begged and begged for help and been fluffed off and thrown into jails and mental wards, cut out of the job market, separated from their families and their friends, made homeless or living in misery on the dole when they have skills and work to offer.

Liberals, who were supposed to “care” were the meanest of all.  I laughed when I heard you were pissing and crying and running in the streets demanding Clinton and calling Trump the “fourth reich”.   hahahahaha that was Bush and his pro Nazi family. Then, you waved flags and chanted USA USA…

Enjoy Trump, you stupid smucks.

PS I was telling another ti on You Tube about the police helis flying overhead as I watched his videos and I got this:  “quit exposing us.”  What else do I have but to expose you?  My life is nothing.  All I have is perps passing my window all day and constant threatening V2k.

Why Should I “get ready”?

via Daily Prompt: Primp

I still get ready when I go in public even though I am a public joke.  I don’t do as much as I used to when I was younger.  When I actually “primp” too much with makeup and jewelry,etc I might get punished.  Even though I try, my “look” never looks quite right due to cheap clothing, being overweight, and probably the lack of style someone with Asperger’s (undiagnosed) has.  Also, I am older and some fads are impossible to follow like green hair, piercings, tattoos, etc…I could have done tats 20 years ago, but now…test


Red or Blue? I’m only 3/5 of a person

The perps gave me so many second thoughts about voting and so much extra harassment I did not vote.  Apparently, the voting “machines” are malfunctioning and changing votes anyway.  The ones made by DIEbold.  I have not voted since 2004 because I found out I was a ti in 2005 (actually knew since 2000 but would not admit it to myself).  It seemed to be stupid to vote as a “citizen” if I am really just a slave.  Being threatened not to wear red today and blue is a “forbidden” color I rarely wear.  If only Bernie had won the nomination…..