3 Gone

Three sites I follow online are suddenly gone.  One is NE1 another is a blog about eating disorders and another is a pastor that put his sermons up….poof!  All gone. Police are hanging around again looking to put me into trouble.  My former “friend” is also gone, too. She never talked to me more than half the year anyway.  Selfish old bitch. The demons who run these perp operations put all kinds of evil thoughts in her head about me.  They put evil things in my neighbor’s heads and everyone I see on the street.  Total Orwellian hell.  No hope.  Even God is on vacation it seems.

PS….Well the Pastor is keeping his old sermons up but nothing new since mid October when my newest troubles were beginning.  I can’t go to church because I just get perped.  I ain’t “Going to Perp” to tithe my money and waste time getting dressed up to get harassed.  I”m thinking Burger King or McDonald’s or Wendy’s can have a kid’s coloring sheet a.k.a. “Where’s Waldo”? with the Pastor to find.  Where’s the Pastor?  I’ll have his bald old head poppin up all over the page and hapless kids and adults looking for him including Shelock Holmes and Matlock, etc….

PPS…reading another ti’s blog (Uncontrolled Opposition) and the “Where’s Waldo?” comment is rude.  It refers to Catholics looking for nonconformist “Waldensians” who were started by Peter Waldo.  Did Burger King think they were cute when they made that little tray liner game?  “Waldo” was some kind of nerdy guy in the game.  Maybe the Pastor is being targetted and is not posting sermons for a reason.  I hope he’s OK.

Bible Verses

Micah 7
Micah 7 Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

7 Woe is me!
for I am as when they have gathered the summer fruits,
as the grapegleanings of the vintage:
there is no cluster to eat:
my soul desired the firstripe fruit.
2 The good man is perished out of the earth:
and there is none upright among men:
they all lie in wait for blood;
they hunt every man his brother with a net.

3 That they may do evil with both hands earnestly,
the prince asketh, and the judge asketh for a reward;
and the great man, he uttereth his mischievous desire:
so they wrap it up.
4 The best of them is as a brier:
the most upright is sharper than a thorn hedge:
the day of thy watchmen and thy visitation cometh;
now shall be their perplexity.

5 Trust ye not in a friend,
put ye not confidence in a guide:
keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.
6 For the son dishonoureth the father,
the daughter riseth up against her mother,
the daughter in law against her mother in law;
a man’s enemies are the men of his own house.
7 Therefore I will look unto the Lord;
I will wait for the God of my salvation:
my God will hear me.

8 Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy:
when I fall, I shall arise;
when I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me.
9 I will bear the indignation of the Lord,
because I have sinned against him,
until he plead my cause,
and execute judgment for me:
he will bring me forth to the light,
and I shall behold his righteousness.
10 Then she that is mine enemy shall see it,
and shame shall cover her which said unto me,
Where is the Lord thy God? mine eyes shall behold her:
now shall she be trodden down as the mire of the streets.
11 In the day that thy walls are to be built,
in that day shall the decree be far removed.
12 In that day also he shall come even to thee from Assyria,
and from the fortified cities,
and from the fortress even to the river,
and from sea to sea,
and from mountain to mountain.
13 Notwithstanding the land shall be desolate
because of them that dwell therein,
for the fruit of their doings.

14 Feed thy people with thy rod,
the flock of thine heritage, which dwell solitarily in the wood,
in the midst of Carmel:
let them feed in Bashan and Gilead,
as in the days of old.
15 According to the days of thy coming out of the land of Egypt
will I shew unto him marvellous things.

16 The nations shall see and be confounded at all their might:
they shall lay their hand upon their mouth,
their ears shall be deaf.
17 They shall lick the dust like a serpent,
they shall move out of their holes like worms of the earth:
they shall be afraid of the Lord our God,
and shall fear because of thee.

18 Who is a God like unto thee,
that pardoneth iniquity,
and passeth by the transgression of the remnant of his heritage?
he retaineth not his anger for ever,
because he delighteth in mercy.
19 He will turn again,
he will have compassion upon us;
he will subdue our iniquities;
and thou wilt cast all their sins into the depths of the sea.
20 Thou wilt perform the truth to Jacob,
and the mercy to Abraham,
which thou hast sworn unto our fathers
from the days of old.
Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

KJV reproduced by permission of Cambridge University Press, the Crown’s patentee in the UK.

Psalm 55
Psalm 55 Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
Psalm 55
To the chief Musician on Neginoth, Maschil, A Psalm of David.

1 Give ear to my prayer, O God;
and hide not thyself from my supplication.
2 Attend unto me, and hear me:
I mourn in my complaint, and make a noise;
3 because of the voice of the enemy, because of the oppression of the wicked:
for they cast iniquity upon me, and in wrath they hate me.
4 My heart is sore pained within me:
and the terrors of death are fallen upon me.
5 Fearfulness and trembling are come upon me,
and horror hath overwhelmed me.
6 And I said, Oh that I had wings like a dove!
for then would I fly away, and be at rest.
7 Lo, then would I wander far off, and remain in the wilderness. Selah.
8 I would hasten my escape from the windy storm and tempest.

9 Destroy, O Lord, and divide their tongues:
for I have seen violence and strife in the city.
10 Day and night they go about it upon the walls thereof:
mischief also and sorrow are in the midst of it.
11 Wickedness is in the midst thereof:
deceit and guile depart not from her streets.
12 For it was not an enemy that reproached me;
then I could have borne it:
neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me;
then I would have hid myself from him:
13 but it was thou, a man mine equal, my guide, and mine acquaintance.
14 We took sweet counsel together,
and walked unto the house of God in company.

15 Let death seize upon them,
and let them go down quick into hell:
for wickedness is in their dwellings, and among them.
16 As for me, I will call upon God; and the Lord shall save me.
17 Evening, and morning, and at noon, will I pray, and cry aloud:
and he shall hear my voice.
18 He hath delivered my soul in peace from the battle that was against me:
for there were many with me.
19 God shall hear, and afflict them, even he that abideth of old. Selah.
Because they have no changes, therefore they fear not God.
20 He hath put forth his hands against such as be at peace with him:
he hath broken his covenant.
21 The words of his mouth were smoother than butter, but war was in his heart:
his words were softer than oil, yet were they drawn swords.

22 Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee:
he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
23 But thou, O God, shalt bring them down into the pit of destruction:
bloody and deceitful men shall not live out half their days;
but I will trust in thee.
Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

KJV reproduced by permission of Cambridge University Press, the Crown’s patentee in the UK.

This is how I’m feeling right now.  Men have gone all to evil and I have been betrayed in a nasty, horrible way by my one “friend”.  Perps are walking by smiling and laughing even though it’s cold and Neverending 1 seems to be gone.  I can’t go to church or I get perped.  God wants me to give up coffee and I  can’t live without it.  What misery.

*Note 4/28/15:  my “one friend” I’m talking about is not Neverending1.  I’m talking about a friend here that I had.  Has anyone heard from Neverending1?