Write about the three most important songs in your life — what do they mean to you?
So you want me to write about songs without editing the post? I’ve forgotten more songs than I ever knew. I know my favorite songs are embedded in all the rock music I used to listen to. None would be Christian songs. Christian songs are OK but I never really got too emotional or attached to any of them. It’s been so long I cannot think of any. So there’s one. “unforgiven” by Metallica. “Breaking the Habit” by Linkin Park. “Another Brick in the Wall” by Pink Floyd. Those are just some I thought of. I’m sure I could come up with more given time. I was a huge “fan” of Heavy Metal/Hard Rock. I have some favorite Gospel artists which I will not mention here. I spent the first 30 years of my life (since age 10 or so) attached to a radio and later on, when I backslid, I had a “rock party” in my headphones between April and November of 2010 when I emptied my MP3 and computer of all my Hard Rock songs and even Christian Hard Rock songs. I have an addiction to the rock that makes me live in my own world and fantasize the way no book nor movie nor TV show could. So now I have no TV, no Rock and only Christian novels. I have found myself slipping back into Fantasy even though I don’t feature the people I used to. The Fantasizing is sin and I know it but I need some relief from the relentless harassment and stalking. I don’t see this ending well if no one will believe us ti’s.
I think I just felt the Spirit a week or so ago tell me that I should even take the faster/more modern sounding Gospel off my player and computer. I hope it wasn’t HIm but it could be. It’s so bad I want to go back to work. I think my time is nearly up and work would not solve my problems because I was perped out of the Work Force years ago.